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Question

对不起，我对你的爱没有建立在信任的基础上，我真的控制不了自己不去胡思乱想，吃饭、睡觉的时候，满脑子都是关于你和她之间的事，满脑子都是之前你给我带来伤害的阴影。甚至我觉得我像是你的一个感情替代品，我不敢跟你说这些，只能闷在心里，连我的好朋友我都不能跟她们说我的不开心。因为我一直告诉她们，我和你在一起，不会再有不开心，我告诉她们，你很爱我，可我真的觉得我像是在自欺欺人，亲爱的，对不起。我没能信任你给我的爱。

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Answer 1

I am sorry. My love to you was not based on mutual trust. I could not help but to think about the relationship between you and her. No matter if I am eating, sleeping, or just sitting their, my brain is filled with the heart-breakingness you brought me and the shadow you casted upon my heart. I sometimes felt that I was a mere substitue for you emotion. I did not dare to say all these to you, so I could only bury it as deep as it could go into my heart. Even my best friends were not informed of what was truely going on. Because I have always been telling them that I am with you, and I will never be sad again because I have you on my side; I told them, you loved me. But now, when I come to think of it, I wonder, who am I trying to convince, them or myself? Sweatheart, and it is the last time I would like to call you this, I am sorry. I am not able to trust the so-called "love" you gave me.

很抱歉，希望你能快乐一点，尽快走出阴影。

Answer 2

Sorry, I to your love establishment in the trust foundation, my real control oneself have not indulged in flights of fancy, to eat meal, to sleep, the full brain is about between you and her the matter, before the full brain is, you bring the injury to me the shadow. Even I thought that I am your sentimental substitute likely, I did not dare to you to say these, only could at heart, my good friend I not be able to them saying that stuffily I was unhappy. Because I have told them, I and you in the same place, will have again not happily, I will tell them, you love me very much, but I really thought that I will be likely am deceiving oneself and others, dear, will sorry. I have not been able to trust you to give my love.

Answer 3

Sorry, my love for you is not based on trust, I really can't control myself drift, eat, sleep, is full of about you and her mind was full, before you bring me the shadow damage. I think I like you, even an emotional substitutes, I dare not to say with you, only bottled inside these, my good friend I can follow their said I wasn't happy. Because I always tell them, you and I together, no more unhappy, I tell them that you love me, but I really think I like in self-deception, dear, sorry. I can't trust you to give my love.

Answer 4

Sorry, I love you not established on the basis of trust, I really can not control myself not to your head, eat, sleep, full of mind are on the matter between you and her, until you are full of mind bring harm to my shadow. I think I even like one of your feelings alternative, I can not tell you this, only boring in the heart, even my good friends I do not Nenggen they said my happy. I have told them that I'm with you there will not be unhappy, and I told them that you love me, but I really think I like the self-deception, my dear, I'm sorry. I could not trust you for loving me.

Answer 5

对不起，我对你的爱没有建立在信任的基础上，我真的控制不了自己不去胡思乱想，吃饭、睡觉的时候，满脑子都是关于你和她之间的事，满脑子都是之前你给我带来伤害的阴影。甚至我觉得我像是你的一个感情替代品，我不敢跟你说这些，只能闷在心里，连我的好朋友我都不能跟她们说我的不开心。因为我一直告诉她们，我和你在一起，不会再有不开心，我告诉她们，你很爱我，可我真的觉得我像是在自欺欺人，亲爱的，对不起。我没能信任你给我的爱。
翻译成英语式:
Sorry, my love for you is not based on trust, I really can't control myself drift, eat, sleep, is full of about you and her mind was full, before you bring me the shadow damage. I think I like you, even an emotional substitutes, I dare not to say with you, only bottled inside these, my good friend I can follow their said I wasn't happy. Because I always tell them, you and I together, no more unhappy, I tell them that you love me, but I really think I like in self-deception, dear, sorry. I can't trust you to give my love.
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Answer 6

I am sorry my love is not based on trust.I can't help thinking ridiculously.My heart is full of affairs between you and her when I am eating,sleeping,whatever.I can't get rid of the shadow you gave me by hurting me.I even have to consider myself just something to fulfill the need of your feelings.I'm not brave enough to talk to you about this.I have to keep it in my heart.I even keep it secret to my best friends because I have always been telling them that there's no unhappiness to be together with you.And I tell them that you love me so much,but I do feel that I am cheating myself.I am sorry,darling,I can't believe your love.