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Question

亲爱的：
我很想念你......所以，我要忍着内心对你的思念，心中永远有个你陪伴着我，即使死亡即将来临，我也不怕，
因为你的爱永远陪着我......
你知道吗？我的心从来没变过，改变的只是我的生命即将走到终点。正因为你爱我，所以我才要对你残忍，对你放手，
这是我对你的爱......
至少这样你只会记住我的好，我的优秀，我的完美，在你心中没有任何瑕疵......只是我们选择的方式不同而已，
只是我自私的为你做出了选择，请你原谅我......
这就是我对你的爱___放手......我不想我离开后留下你一人，独自承受失去我的痛苦，现在放手至少你会觉得我会过的更好......
我的爱，永别了.......亲爱的：
我很想念你......所以，我要忍着内心对你的思念，心中永远有个你陪伴着我，即使死亡即将来临，我也不怕，
因为你的爱永远陪着我......
你知道吗？我的心从来没变过，改变的只是我的生命即将走到终点。正因为你爱我，所以我才要对你残忍，对你放手，
这是我对你的爱......
至少这样你只会记住我的好，我的优秀，我的完美，在你心中没有任何瑕疵......只是我们选择的方式不同而已，
只是我自私的为你做出了选择，请你原谅我......
这就是我对你的爱___放手......我不想我离开后留下你一人，独自承受失去我的痛苦，现在放手至少你会觉得我会过的更好......
我的爱，永别了.......

Answer 1

Dear:
I miss you ...... So I endured the inner thoughts of your mind you always have to accompany me, even if death is approaching, I am not afraid,
Because your love is always with me ......
You know? My heart never changed over, only to change my life approaches its end. Because you love me, why I should be cruel to you, you let go,
This is my love for you ......
At least this way you will remember my good, my excellent, my perfect, no flaws in your heart ...... only way we have chosen a different,
But I made a selfish choice for you, please forgive me ......
This is my love for you to let go ...... ___ I do not want to leave you after I leave one person alone to bear the pain of losing me, now let go at least you would think I had better .... ..
My love, Farewell ....... Dear:
I miss you ...... So I endured the inner thoughts of your mind you always have to accompany me, even if death is approaching, I have no fear
Because your love is always with me ......
You know? My heart never changed over, only to change my life approaches its end. Because you love me, so I was cruel to you, you let go,
This is my love for you ......
At least this way you will remember my good, my excellent, my perfect, no flaws in your mind ...... just the way we have chosen a different,
But I made a selfish choice for you, please forgive me ......
This is my love for you to let go ...... ___ I do not want to leave you after I left one person alone to bear the pain of losing me, now let go at least you would think I had better .... ..
My love, Farewell .......

Answer 2

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