ihateuiloveu歌曲背景
ihateuiloveu是由美国DJGnash与美国歌手OliviaO'Brien合作推出的单曲，发行于2015年7月6日，2017年被提名为迪斯尼音乐奖最佳分手歌曲。
歌曲有一种孤独到骨髓里的悲凉感，低沉的钢琴伴奏，节奏随歌手情绪强弱而变化，营造了一种伤感的氛围，成为很多人失恋难眠夜的必听曲。
女声温柔哀怨，男声低沉饱满，反复渐唱IhateuIloveu把爱恨交织的复杂感情提现得淋漓尽致。这份爱是矛盾的，我很恨你却也很爱你。
ihateuiloveu歌词如下
Feeling used，But I'm
Still missing you，And I can&apost
See the end of this，Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips，And now all this time
Is passing by，But I still can&apost seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you，Realize how much I need you
I hate you I love you，I hate that I love you
Don't want to but，I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you I love you，I hate that I want you
You want her you need her，And I&aposll never be her
I miss you when I can&apost sleep，Or right after coffee
Or right when I can&apost eat，I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters，From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you，Fked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too，And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you，You wouldn&apost like that st
I put this reel out，But you wouldn&apost bite that st
I type a text but then，I never mind that st
I got these feelings，But you never mind that st
Oh oh keep it on the low，You're still in love with me
But your friends don&apost know，If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you I would never let me go，I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm，Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart，You ever wonder what we could have been
You said you wouldn't，And you fking did
Lie to me lie with me，Get your fking fix
Now all my drinks and all，My feelings are all fking mixed
Always missing people that，I shouldn&apost be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges，Just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts，And I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that，It&aposs good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone，I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong，So every lonely night I sing this song
I hate you I love you，I hate that I love you
Don&apost want to but，I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you，I love you
I hate that，I want you
You want her，You need her
And I&aposll never be her，All alone I watch you watch her
Like she&aposs the only girl you&aposve ever seen，You don&apost care you never did
You don&apost give a dn about me，Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see，How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me，I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you，Don&apost want to
But I can&apost put nobody else above you，I hate you
I love you，I hate that I want you
You want her，You need her
歌词大意
感觉被利用了，但我
依旧想着你，我依然不能
相信这就是结局，只想感觉你的亲吻
弥留在唇上的气息，这么漫长的一段时光
已经过去了，但我似乎依然不能向你倾诉什么为什么
每次见到你就会阵痛的心脏，让我明白自己有多么需要你，
我恨你我爱你，我恨我爱着你
我不想沉沦但我再无法，让别人住进心里
我恨你我爱你，我恨我爱着你
你很爱她 你需要她，可我永远不能成为她
失眠的夜我想着你，喝完咖啡我想着你
吃不下饭我想着你，我想念你坐在我的前座
我的毛衣里还留有细沙，在多少个日夜里被淡忘了
你是否像我想你一样也想着我，抛下了一切只想待在你身旁
朋友也有使你伤心的时候，我沉溺于对你的思念乐此不疲却耿耿于怀
如果我将爱强加于你 你也不会高兴吧，我将深藏在心的话告诉你 而你不会回应
我写了简讯 我并不在意你是否回复，我知道我的这些感受 你从来不会在乎
好了 不说了，如果你真的爱我 你肯定对朋友说过
如果我是你 我绝对不会就这样放手，我要的很简单
我只是想念你靠在我的肩上，婚礼的钟声刚刚轻抚过耳畔
万念俱灰的感觉缠绕着我的心，你有没有想过我们本也可以步入教堂
你说过你不会离开我 但你真的忍心离我而去，一遍又一遍地欺骗着我直到失去重来的机会
现在的我也不清楚那是怎样的感受，我总是思念着不该思念的人
有时候 必须斩断联系保持距离，我知道我必需隐藏自己的情绪 我也必需停止回忆
但我从父亲那学到 有这样的感受也是一件好事，当爱与誓言 都悄然远去
我想 这一切 也终会过去的，每个我真心对待的人都辜负了我
所以每个孑然一身的夜晚，我都会将这旋律轻轻哼起，我恨你我爱你
我恨我还是那样爱着你，我不想沉沦 但我再无法
让别人住进心里，我恨你我爱你
我恨我 爱着你，你很爱她你需要她
可我永远不能成为她，我孤独地望这看着她的你
她就是你眼中的唯一，你从来就没有在乎过你伤害了谁
你从来都没在意过我，我孤独地望着看着她的你
她就是你眼中的唯一，为什么你从来没意识到
是你一点一点地扼杀了我，我恨你我爱你
我恨我爱着你，我不想沉沦但我再无法
让别人住进心里，我恨你我爱你
我恨我爱着你，你很爱她你需要她
可我永远不能成为她